The former TOWIE star, 28, felt like she was being 'judged' by friends and family for every mistake she made as a stepmum.
Ferdinand, who has a new book out called Fitter Happier Healthier, added that she"couldn't be me", resulting in her being unable to look after the children properly.
"Like, when we go to the doctors, have the children had chickenpox before? I don't know because no one has told me.Ferdinand said she also felt judged for being on reality TV and said she hopes the new documentary would change the public perception of her. Her husband Rio, 41, also recalls how difficult it was for his children to accept his new partner being a part of their lives amid their grief in the programme.
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