EXCLUSIVE: Kerry Katona is planning to wed fitness trainer Ryan Mahoney in a Vegas ceremony next year but memories of past hurt are weighing heavily on her mind, says an insider
Although Kerry Katona can’t wait to walk down the aisle and marry her fiancé of three years Ryan Mahoney, she’s been telling pals she’s worried she might get “hurt again”.
“Kerry is so loved up with Ryan, as he is with her, and it feels like she’s finally found someone who won’t let her down,” a source exclusively told new. “However, no matter how much she’s reassured from friends, family and Ryan himself, she can’t shake that feeling that she will be left heartbroken again.
After calling it quits with Brian she married her mum’s “drug dealer” Mark Croft in 2007 in a Gretna Green ceremony, but he reportedly slept with a former flame in the days following their engagement and by the end of their marriage left her bankrupt. “Even as my stomach grew, he would push me over, kick me and spit in my face,” she wrote. “Soon after he’d apologise, tell me how much he loved me and gently let me know it was all my fault because I pushed his buttons. And then I’d be the one who was apologising.”
“And while she often makes jokes and is very self-deprecating about her failed marriages, underneath it still hurts.” And in this week’s new column, Kerry reveals she is also having doubts about having a baby with her future husband, because “everyone she’s had a child with has left” her.
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