Alison Holker, wife of the late Stephen 'tWitch' Boss, reveals the shocking discoveries she made after his suicide, shedding light on the depth of his hidden pain and battles.
She recently opened up about learning the depths of his struggles after making a surprising discovery in their closet just days after his 2022 suicide. 'I was with one of my really dear friends, and we were cleaning out the closet and picking out an outfit for him for the funeral,' Holker told People in an, noting she found mushrooms, pills and other drugs she didn’t recognize without the help of the internet.
'It was a really triggering moment for me because there were a lot of things I discovered in our closet that I did not know existed. It was very alarming to me to learn that there was so much happening that I had no clue .' She continued, 'It was a really scary moment in my life to figure that out, but it also helped me process that he was going through so much and he was hiding so much, and there must have been a lot of shame in that. ' 5 — the pair had been open about his marijuana use, which he would smoke in their guest house after the kids went to bed. It is also where he would drink, she said, noting, “That was his alone time. It was his time to recharge, and that was OK.” But it was only after she began digging into her husband’s secrets that she realized how much he’d been keeping to himself, including allusions in his journals that he’d been sexually abused by a male figure in his childhood. 'He was wrestling with a lot inside himself, and he was trying to self-medicate and cope with all those feelings because he didn't want to put it on anyone because he loved everyone so much,' Holker said of her late husband. 'He didn't want other people to take on his pain.' Reading Stephen's journals, and even going back into the books he had read and the things that he was highlighting and lining, really gave me a better perspective of where he was in life and the type of things he was struggling with,' she explained. 'It did have me feel a lot of empathy towards him and sadness for all the pain that he was holdin
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